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09/30/07 @ 11:14am
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I have no idea what to think of Ruse formal.
camwhoring in the car.
and another one..
haha .. last one
should've re-sized this one ..
sophie and me
every other photo is weird/crap ><
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09/27/07 @ 8:32pm
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shall add more as i collect these from people ..
Chrissy, me + kiera
me and chrissy
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| Hornsby Semi's |
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09/26/07 @ 11:27pm
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omg.
uhm, so tired, got little sleep last night after the formal.
Shall edit with pics later.
it was sweaty, packed, filled with randoms, had good music overall ok.
Could've been better
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09/23/07 @ 2:58pm
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... how people could've lived without internet.
I stayed at home today, resolved to tidy room and get organised for *gasp* .. year 12 but i'm so bored.
Woke up at 1pm. PM. And i'm still really light headed and tired, wanted to find some energy food but can't be bothered.
Right now its 3pm. I've eaten lunch, labelled some folders and cleared away a desk. What a waste of 2 hours.
Semi - formal = 2 days.
Ruse semi = 6 days.
I really need to take up my dress, go find someone else to work for my shift on saturday and find accessories.
Semi's are such pain.
Also doing calculus atm. it's not that i don't want to do maths, it's just that i can't be bothered. Today's such a nice dayy }} wish i could've gone to the beach, but then i'd just come home and feel like i've wasted a day.
Went and watched stardust yesterday, it was really good (: I love love love fairytale endings. Buutttttt i suspected everything from the beginning anyway, nothing surprises me anymore. ):
Xx
Ellie
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09/20/07 @ 6:34pm
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I just had 2 teeth taken out in order to prepare for braces..
then next thursday will be 2 more teeth..
then the week afterwards i'll get separaters in ..
and then FINALLY .. braces TT
Beauty is pain.
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09/19/07 @ 7:35pm
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I hate not having money.
Went shopping at parra & city today and saw
- pair of skinny jeans that were perfect
- cute white clutch
- sunglasses
- flats
just .. alot of things. But my list of priority for money is so long right now and i'm not even working at all ):
my means of income just died and school starts tomorrow again after this period of exams. Life is turning shit.
Ruse formal is becoming a pain, the whole
"how to get there"
"how to get home"
"what to wear"
"what will happen on the cruise"
etc.
it's such a hassle ):
The hornsby Semi is becoming a pain as well:
- the afters arrangement
- what will happen for karaoke
- how to get there and get stuff into the room
- what will happen the next day
TT so much stuff happening -- i just wanna stay in bed and sleep.
We are probably getting exams back from tomorrow onwards, i know i did crap in my yearlys so i'm not looking forward to my results.
*note: have to write my 3 short stories
Days are so unfun and tiring.
Xx
Ellie
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| Forget our memories |
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09/19/07 @ 12:29am
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This can't go on.
It's for the best of us.
I can't seem to stop the tears rolling down and forcing on a smile.
Don't wanna show my tears...
...I couldn't even do the one thing. How foolish can I be?
Please forget our memories. Baby please forget our memories.
Just leave and don't ever come back to me.
You don't deserve a guy like me.
Don't look back just turn away
Baby don't look back just turn away.
I know I'll regret it.
But I just want what's best for you and me.
I will be fine.
I always will be fine.
I'll do anything to make you happy.
That's what I desire.
But this is hard for me.
I can not even find the words to say to you what is on my mind.
How foolish can I be?
Please forget our memories. Baby please forget our memories.
Just leave and don't ever come back to me.
You don't deserve a guy like me.
Don't look back just turn away
Baby don't look back just turn away.
I know I'll regret it.
But I just want what's best for you and me.
...Things did not go according to the plan.
I made my decision of letting go but I can't seem to know why I keep holding on to her.
Please forget our memories. Baby please forget our memories.
Just leave and don't ever come back to me.
You don't deserve a guy like me.
Don't look back just turn away
Baby don't look back just turn away.
I know I'll regret it.
But I just want what's best for you and me.
I just want what's best for~ you and me.
[Forget Our Memories – XING]
听到这种歌。。心就会有种奇怪的感觉。 TT
This is such an ideal breakup songs. Except .. from a guy's point of view.
Mm,, i suppose today, being the last day of exams is a good day. Somehow i don't feel so happy. Kinda like -- oh year 11's over but year 12 is starting soon. There's absolutely nothing to look forward to in the long term.
Short term, there's a few things but long term is just a whole year of hard work.
I need to solve my current money situation. Hate work.
Xx
Ellie
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| Change in attitudes}} ``new style: new Ellie. |
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09/17/07 @ 11:12pm
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Viewing old entries make me feel funny. I suppose it's like that for everyone when they look at their old entries.
I would like to make a new journal but .. i suppose there's no point in deleting the old entries as they've got me now to where i am today.
I'm not going to start off by being so philosophical.
one word why i'm reviving my livejournal: Othello.
Yup. othello. My last exam of year 11, before beginning scary year 12 <hsc year> english advanced.
I just had a long weekend to study for this small 45 minute exam but i'm only starting now at ..
11:15pm monday night.
): left it so late. i'm going to regret this tomorrow ><
After watching return of the condor heroes for the 5th time i think,, i found this actress 孔琳。she plays 黄蓉 in the drama.
she's so cool. i'm serious: she may be past her teen/young years but she's a mature and fantastic actress.
shall keep in touch with her sina blog (:
http://blog.sina.com.cn/konglin
Just a few weeks to go for me. Year 11 moving into Year 12.
Then come the HSC ---> uni life ----> adult life.
Very scary,, so many things that i'm already use to:
- routine
- high school lifestyle
- not alot of responsibilities
- just being .. babied or let off things because i'm still CHILD.
I 'm kind of scared of making new friends. I'm not very good at making friends if i'm by myself. Being in a girl high school doesn't help either. But .. have to get through HSC first.
At least when the exam finishes tomorrow - that 45 minute exam, i'll have the rest of the term to be free before giving myself into studying hard.
Upcoming events:
- Shopping wednesday
- Semi formal 25th September
- Ruse semi 29th September
- Last day of chinese school is this term also
Just by posting this it's already 11:25PM. =.="
I can see my othello essay being full of crap. ><
New sticker photos with Aimee:
Xx
Ellie
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| Official New start to a journal |
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06/27/06 @ 6:01pm
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I've been on LJ for over ... 2 or 3 years now. I've just deleted my old account: celeste_angel and this will be my new online journal.
I've read over some of the enteries from my old journal and I was so weird. I guess it feels funny when reading over your old entrys. Well since it's year 10 and it's nearly my 16th birthday (yay!), I've severed my ties with old stuff. New and fresh things are good ^_^
Made the other header, now it features Lee Jun Ki. I think after doing some piano theory tonight, I will do my information page and make it pretty.
I also have a new job at Toys R Us, another new thing. I love fresh starts. Donut king = Bye Bye!
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